38 weeks!

my belly is super belly besar!
anyhow, i am happi mummy to be!

this year banyak sgt open houses. alhamdullilah for byk rezeki makanan..and i get to eat what I want. so no reason not to pantang cuz mkn so byk. last friday was my last day working. was really glad that i made it to the very last day to work. so maternity leave for 7 months paid due to go back office April 2011. if not enough, i am still entitle for extra 16 weeks more, but no pay. we'll see if we have sorted at that time who to look after baby...still cant believe. means this is the longest holiday that i will have..cuz masa SPM break or college break, I always make sure I worked in the office, or shop.

hubby suprised me with a big bouquet of flowers - as a good luck he said. I'm really into flowers so i am so pleased that get one! thank you Luv =)

today dah finalised all things to buy, got the TENS machine, tonight finalise baby bag. Tomorrow will finalise baby space..

It can be anytime now. Please pray for me and baby for the smoothest delivery... I keep my mind open - our body is designed to give birth...every each of us on this planet dilahirkan from mother's womb, every mom can do it. I can too... !!

everytime Sue tgk the photo with the big belly, i think i am going to miss being pregnant, baby kicking in the womb, talk to the belly.. baby is actually sgt senang pregnantkan dia. except for me sakit belakang and SPD, other than that baby was so nice to me. cant think any other way how easy it went for me. i hope and doa supaya Baby ni senang nak dilahirkan and dijaga, which I will do my best to take care of my lil princess..

The other day, got abit emotional.. what if...what if.. If I did not make it.. let my baby be safe, and whispered to his ears, please take a really good care of her. without realising it.. tears running down my cheeks..